I just want to go back to when things were easier. I want to have my own place, live with my best friend, live in the same city as my boyfriend, and have a decent job. Is that too much to ask?

Oh the awkwardness

I had an awkward talk with my boyfriend last night (rather, early this morning). It was a conversation that needed to happen if this relationship is to continue, but it was still uncomfortable. For me, probably not as much for him.

Also, I'm a little sore today. My neck, arms, and side are hurting. Well, not hurting. They are stiff and sore. I can deal, hopefully it will go away soon.

Oh the good note, I just got a raise today. Yay!!
Of course, I am planning on leaving there soon, but still, more money is kind of awesome.

Update

So, the boy I mentioned? Yeah, we are official now :)

Things have been really good, and I'm really excited about it.

About a boy

There is a boy that I kind of like. He is not someone that I would normally consider dating, but I like hanging out with him. He is fun to talk to. He is very nerdy, like me, which is good. How far do I let my feelings go?

I was finally given a deadline. I have only a short time to figure anything out. Let's see what I can get done. Also, I'm going to start studying for the GRE again, because as soon as I can get the money, I'm going to take it. Can't do grad school without it.

I'm really not sure how much more of this I can take. I am just so very scared right now. I don't know what is going to happen.

Okay, all of my energy is going toward positive thinking that something good is going to happen within the next couple weeks.