I'm really not sure how much more of this I can take. I am just so very scared right now. I don't know what is going to happen.

Okay, all of my energy is going toward positive thinking that something good is going to happen within the next couple weeks.

I'm tired. Tired of doing so much, with nothing to show from it. I just want to give up, but  I can't. And I am really worried.

Going to try for ANOTHER job tomorrow. I hope it goes well.